The game

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I shall remember everything. How people treat me. How they treat me. How you treat me. 

The hardship that i'm facing.. from the things i've received.  And from the things that i've lost. how i feel about everything. i want to remember it all, so that one day when everything is far away, i shall look back and smile. smile to what i have achieved along the journey that i had gone through.

So yes, i have lost half of the memories of my adult life. but i am keen on making new memories with my loved one, friends and family, who would always be here no matter what. i regretted having them become second before. 

never again.


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