Sit and Read : Lilac

mirror mirror on the wall Remember that line from snow white? Wouldnt it be nice if our mirror responded to our reflection with wonderful, kind, cute, loving words of encouragement? "youre the most beautiful creature on the planet" POYO! Wow, those are some gojes thighs. Love that amazing stomach of yours. We'd all have the best self esteem on the planet! Okay but here we are back in the world of reality, where youve all been admitting that youre not quite feeling that kind of love when you see your reflections. What do you say to yourself when you look in the mirror? Trust me, girls. There are days i have to drag myself to the treadmill, but its the commitment i made to myself that keeps me going! Grrr

I shall remember everything. How people treat me. How they treat me. How you treat me.  The hardship that i'm facing.. from the things i've received.  And from the things that i've lost. how i feel about everything. i want to remember it all, so that one day when everything is far away, i shall look back and smile. smile to what i have achieved along the journey that i had gone through. So yes, i have lost half of the memories of my adult life. but i am keen on making new memories with my loved one, friends and family, who would always be here no matter what. i regretted having them become second before.  never again.

SMILE :) I have always wondered why many people are very rude to others. It just really doesnt make any sense to me why someone would want to be so mean and rude and hurt other people's feelings and make their life more difficult and miserable. I often think it might be because they are so unhappy with their own life that they get pleasure from causing pain for other people.  I try to be nice to everyone, no matter how nasty they are to me. Some people do make it difficult though, but I feel that it will not be good to be mean to someone. Sometimes I try to be extra nice, even after a person has been rude to me and many times they dont know quite how to handle it.  Once a lady was so rude to me at my work and I continued to be very nice to her, told her to have a great day. Much to my surprise, she actually apologized to me for her nasty behavior and thanked me for being so nice to her.  So sometimes it does pay off to be very nice to someone th...

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